well well, school is out for the summer. and what a boring summer it will be. on the last day of school i had to work! wonderful. eh, not really. then friday i decided to call charles about like 10 in the mornning and leave him a nice message on his phone while he was in school. he picked up the phone. which i didnt understand. and then all i heard was ' i have a half day,im with my dad, bye' great, shut down #1. so then i went to carins for the day. we went to richy's to see if he was going to the fair. inwhich he was. so then we waited until 6 and went to the fair. it sucked. lol. it was a bunch of really hick people. so we left at 9 or earlier. i cant remember. then nelson,carin,me and richy went up behind nelson's house b/c jason was back there camping out. so we went back there. and there was a nice bonfire. i had fun. i just pretty much sat and talked. everyone else drank. but i didnt cus i dont and b/c im faithful. then carin showed her boobs to jason , nelson and a 60yr old man. lol,ew. then i called my mom and told her id be home soon. she said charles called around 3. so that made me happy b/c i couldnt get my mind off of him. and so then i called him. but it was another quick convo. really no convo at all.all i remeber is me telling him to call me tommorow. then after that i went home. yesterday, i went to capri/reggies house. it was fun. i was being stupid as usual. but i just really want to talk to charles. cus i dont even know where he is right now. plus its the first saturday that i couldnt see him. so i called him at reggies. he didnt pick up the phone. i left a message. then i just got bored and kinda upset. so then later on i called him again and his phone was off so i left another message. and then next thing i know its time to leave. so me and richy packed up our stuff and headed home. mom would let me hang out with richy and adler for the night so i went to the fair and met carin there. i made 5 bucks. dancing in front of old people and smacking my ass. but carin hasnt given it to me yet. lol.then we met up with maria and becca. and watched fireworks, so i called charles one last time. and phone wasnt still on. and i never recieved a call from him that night. never. im upset. is he going to ever call me? or do i have to wait until he gets back now? i dunno. i love you. later