im in a weird mood today. im so at peace. i think its because yesterday i had a bad day. i think. i just feel really laid back. maybe its cus i got love. anyways notthing really happened at all today. well i kinda yelled at regg then i felt bad bout it. so i apologized. none of my classes were bad either today. its kinda wierd i hate 3 out of my 4 classes. hmm. i dunno. i just feel really mature and an understanding of who i am today. me and brr want to get our nipples pierced lol. together. cus bryan got his done and was flashing it around so now me and brr are getting it done. after i get my tattoo. i cant wait until saturday. hehe. anywho. on the bus some 9th grader was talking bout gods plan on how we are to die. and he was saying that if he died in an car accident thats how god planned. but is that so? b/c if there is a plan of death created by a being or spirit we know as god. does he plan for us to die in cars? or is it unexpected. wat if we had not created the automobile..then we would have been planned to die in a car? maybe dieing in a car accident is not planned but happens at fault of a driver whether its you or them. not that its planned. see wat i mean? im not questioning a someones belief and or religion, im just saying. we are here on earth as guinea pigs and we invent/create. but is that a plan? or just out minds at work? and then when something goes wrong with a creation such as a car, as if someone is driving reckless is that the way we are suppose to die or is it just an unlucky coincidence?. i dunno. i get into things when im bored. i think ill ask charles on wat he thinks of this subject. we seem to relate well in convos like this. alrighty then...later