today was enlightening. i love these kind of days, wish i had more of them. but they only come in spurts. ugh. but my day started off with exhaustion. heh, doesnt every monday? i dont really remember much of the morning except that we have a new project in drivers ed, AGAIN. but im going to be a group with dave and hes going to talk bout skateboarding and hes knows that stuff..so im hopeing i dont have much to do. cus i dont really know anything bout skateing. and we just did book work in spanish and mrs. jenzen wasnt there. woooweee. 3rd pd, i sat with josh and amanda and then pri showed up. and then some eli macoy kid was reading my buddha and saying all this crap about it. if you dont like it. then dont pick up other peoples' belongings and read them! lol. but he moved to another table. 4 pd. stunk and so did 5th cus i had to run the mile. and that made me really tired. im still hurting. so i got home and felt kinda out of it. so i ate. and then i went upstairs and talked to carin and wrote some songs,wrote in my written diary, read a book, and just was in peace and felt good. i jsut had this feeling 'that everything is going to be ok'. and i love that feeling. any who- im going to go cus im gettin offlinet to talk to charles soon. and im anticpating it, cus well ive been thinking about him all day. lol later