i dunno. this week is going fast. we only have until wednesday. yippee. i jsut feel like im loosing all my friends. im so emotional right now. i think im bout to get something..ya know. i dunno. but my friend kenny today decided to have a convo bout me with the kid who pressured me to do something once. (too personal for your eyes). and kenny was jsut maken fun of how i am and look and even said something bout charles. i dont want him brought into something like that. they dont know him and obvioulsy not me. it makes me want to cry. i cant stand this. 3 friends now have stabbed me in the back. but yet i feel like i did something wrong. i duno. maybe its my fault. i hate this kinda of shit. but i care and cant not care. ok im going to go goodnight