hmm.. i sit here thinking wat to do to make these days alot less blue but still im here wondering why cant this pain die take me away far from here so u can save me from these few tears well i jsut felt like writing.. yea im pretty bad at it. but hey it helps me express how i feel which is lonely but brr and carin called i still have friends..but not my best friend which some how feels like i dont have any friends..hmmm im thinking of a master plan up the good side..snow day!!! i think i may go out and play in it for once. lol. i needed this day off. school seriously is getting old. i have to clean today. yay. today will hopefully will go good. well i might give carol a call but it might make my day worse..cus u kno. all i kno is i want my best friend back. ill call danielle later on. she is GREAT friend and will help me and she always gives the best advice. then ill help her with 'him'. ta-ta