well im sick. sick sick sickety sick sick. blah. well i havent written in here in a long time. kinda sucks. i dont feel like myself if i dont write in here! yea, but i lost my voice! AHH! well i have had a busy weekened/ life. it doesnt get easy. believe. i dont want to go into details bout today. its pretty petty and dumb. so im just going to say. that i love all my friends that are there for me. or ppl who support me. im am who i am and you except it. its hard sometimes to get taht across. and it hard sometimes to tell someone how you feel. but i gotta do it. and i did. and im glad ppl except it. jess