argh. today i woke up uhappy.and im still kind am. just stupid things are bothering me. the major one is bout next saturday night. is the winter ball. and charles is coming up to go with me. but shouldnt he arrive with me to? spend the day? maybe eat dinner with me? i gues no. im upset about taht. we had plans for him to come over the day of the dance to spend time alone. i just want to see him that day and be alone with only him. i wont be at the dance. which is ok...it is a dance. lol. but i guess hes going to regg's and thats not his fault. i just wish ppl would ask to see if anytihng esle is going on . or wat we want. i didnt think it upset me as much as it does now. i just want to be alone with him and then regg can come over later in the day. :( well anyways yesterday charles and i hung out at his place. he got his license and took me out to a few places. i like checkered past alot. and then we went to toys r us! hehe . it was fun. i felt kinda bad cus i got tired yesterday and didnt do much. but i love being with him. i need to talk to him bout a few subjects but i just let it go yesterday, it didnt seem the right timing. ya know? but anyways ill be talking to him tonight. and see him no matter wat on saturday. well i should be going cus mom is taken me to ac moore and walmart to get a few things for school and other activities.lol. so ill write soon again. later