ha well this weekend has been ok. my mom and dad are letting me do things for some reason even thought i am grounded.lol brit came over and we watched freddy vs jason. it was awesome. i love those kinds of movies. then we went for this huge bike ride cus we were bored and im so glad shes my friend. this year was a test for all my friends and half of them failed it. but we got on the subject of 'changing'. for example i have changed alot. ive always been 'different' but my style and music have changed ever since this summer. and my best friend had thought iwas posing and trying to be something i wasnt. but no, i was becoming more me. im still loud and funny..just more mature and just...better.lol. but we were saying how we like to be the outcast.lol. then the next day we went back to this old house and it reminded me of the chainsaw massacre. it was awesome! but fucking creepy. there was glass all over the place and i was afraid i tramp on a piece and it would go thru my flip-flop, but it didnt. but we wnat to make a movie in that house. something scarey..it would be cool. and also we might throw parties there,maybe. then we went to her new house and i helped her get her room finish. its really big inside. im always doing some art on her wall for her. i dont really draw people , i do the 'lettering'. its not bubble letters..lol its more like letters in tattoos. im just creative i guess you could say. then i went home and ive been bored ever since. alll and also im sick. im really stressed out about it b/c im never sick. so when stress comes..then comes zits. so great. but since i was bored i did my hair cute,although no one can see it. ok ill write later im sure since im bored! ta-ta