well..i keep forgetting to get online anymore! ive got too much to do! today i couldnt pay attention at all in class, i acutally kept dozing off and thinking of charles. i got to see him on saturday and sunday. we went to my winter ball and had fun and then he drove to my game. which made me really happy cus ive never had anyone want to come to watch me, not a friend or former boyfriend. so it was a first and i was happy to see him and get a kiss goodnight. :) i want to tell him my secret. we were kinda talking bout it last night and he said he doesnt want to scare me off. i dont think he will. but then when he says that i wonder if maybe our secrets are not the same. but i think im over analyzing it. but every time i see him i want to tell him but i freeze up. ill prob get shy after saying it for the first time. lol. and i say it to be the right time and completely meaningful. but i dunno just like he said last night taht he likes even more each time we see eachother..its the same with me. im so happy to be with him. hes a wonderful boyfriend. and hes helped me out so much over like 6 months ive liked him and the 3 we've been daten.and i hope he knows he can tel me anything and everything and im there to help him out to. anywho-i got kinda sick today adn went to the nurse's and then i got dizzy and missed most of gym-woohoo! and now i have to go to the doctors for another problem. it seems like they keep pileing up. yea, and also i was thinking today of the summer coming up. WAT AM I GOING TO DO? hopefully not be a lazy bum. i want to go have fun. cus last summer was not any fun.i just hate school- but i have nothing else besides school! ahh.and i was also thinking today that valentines day in next monday. my moms b-day also. but hmm...i might get a special someone a lil sum sumthin. hhehe. ah well im going to go now. later gater masterbater