wow. so did ya check out my new diary? ya like? no one has been commenting in here... o well well i just got done studying for 7 hours. my fucking head is lumping. im overstuffed with shit i wont need in the future. so we got three more half days. i cant believe it. since aug.28 i have wanted to get out of here. but now it seems to soon. but i need this summer to reconstruct myself. many things happened this year. and i dont like becoming this older person. there is so much more shit in highschool. but ive overcome lots of stuff this year. and by the end of the summer i shall be changed into a more careless bout wat others think bout me. ive found who i am and now must become it. i should have bout 2 parties to go to this summer. however.. i dont know bout the one. melisa has kinda of been 'ignoring' me and autumn. for greg. i know she likes him alot but i wish she call us to tell us wahts going on and how she is. i feel that this summer we will grow apart. unless she does field hockey with me. ill put more in my other diary bout this topic. its kind of hard to write in both. ta-ta