well today gav and melisa got back together and im so happy for them! they are truely perfect for one an other. and i was fighting with bryan but then he called me.which i cant believe cus usually i call him and apologize..so yea we're cool now. i tried to give him the best advice i could bout the whole situation. i like giving advice but i sometimes get pulled into the middle of this which makes me depressed but im ok now since things worked out and there is no more advice to be given. haha. but yea bryan did a really nice thing. he told melisa that he wanted her to be happy with gavyn even though he liked melisa and that takes alot of guts! well im grounded so i wont be writing as much as i was. im failing a few classes especially geometry. but im actually trying. i dont study for math test.. but this year i have and its not doing shit for my grade. so now i have to stay after school to get help. me and my mom had a episode last night. we fought back and forth bout few things. she doesnt understand that im trying..im just not good at math. and then she blamed it on my social life. which is blossoming. but its not the problem. and im not allowed to do anything on weekends nor talk on the phone! i dont know what im goin to do cus im never home and now im stuck there until my grade is better. geez. but brit is still spending the night thank god. she is moving into newville which isnt far but i jsut want to have a good time b/4 she is further away from me. cus she practically lives down the road and now its gona be further. but she is still staying in the district. melisa and autumn and me are becoming closer.and carol and i talk now!! so yay! mel is goin to try to hook me up with her dad's girlfriends son. he is 17 with shaggy long hair. which i love. so i hope things go good with taht. but im grounded so i wont meet him for alil. and being grouned will help me have time to write or finish my songs. whhooop! yea well i think im going to go. ill write as much as possible as i can. ta-ta and the end is near but so is a new beginning....as for me!