im sick of ppl saying i have a perfect life and have no problems. so ill lisr them for u! 1.i have a low self-esteem..that varies from -1 to -10 2.i suffer from paranoia...im constantly wondering..whos talking shit, and thinking all possiblities that are unlikely..to happen. ((what if)) 3. dont say i dont have depression..maybe im not diagnosed but i can have it too. i constantly up and down with my feelings. 4.im deprived 5. im shelterd cus of my parents. 6.i cant trust practically any guys 7. i push all guys away when they like me, even if they are good for me. 8.im afraid of everything thats good for me. and lastly 9. i can be bi-polar, but im not b- polar. and i hate practically everything and everyone. so theres the main problems in my life!!!! im so just so sick of my life. im going to get out someday. and somehow. and not the stupid way. ill show everyone im worth it and can do it. one good thing...im independent. but i am looking for someone to ..ya know. and not have sex..perverts. haha... well im going to go prude. loves&hates jess