ive had a weird week. weirder than weird..more like...unique. lol i dunno im still on 'restriction'. wooo hooo. but im having some problems...with melisa...i dunno...we are so much alike we butt heads like you wouldnt believe. i just hope we get over this pettiness and actually become good friends like we say we are! but autumns right dont let it bother me ..cus it will make things worse. i just need to talk to her but it seems shes never listening.but maybe i talk to fast cus i have a tendency to do that when im on a roll. and oh god if someone reads this its going to be shit talking!!!! its how i feel and not shit talking..i didnt say anything bad did i? hell no. and plus this is MY diary. and soon it will be private for only friends that is if everyone doesnt soon mine their own business!!! _anyways_ even though im not allowed going anywhere for some reason my parents will let me go to carols..so i guess i jsut cant go anywhere else. well carol is my best friend and they know that im upset about her moving and all. im just so glad i have her as a friend..we have our differences but if i didnt have her..i be lost. no one can replace her. hAHA TODAY I WAS IN MATH AND MY FRIEND,CARIN WAS LOOKING OUTSIDE AND STARTING TO LAUGH AND I DIDNT KNOW WHAT IT WAS BOUT AND SO I LOOKED AND THERE WAS A OLD MAN STARING RIGHT AT ME!! SO I SCREAMED AND THE WHOLE CLASS LOOKED AT ME! HAHAH. i find it so funny. im starting to go tanning again and working out. even though i may not be in field hockey next year, i need to stay fit, i love excercising and running. soyea. its going to be a hard decision to make. i love the sport so much but i feel i have no more passion to play and it sucks and i feel like a quitter but i dont know if i want to play. but the decision isnt made yet...so ill have to see. well im going to go for now loves&hates jedd tuna...(lol mel)