this week sucks. im serious. i get myslef out this bad mood no way no how. things have been going on that really dont protain to this diary inorder for me to write bout. but today started over bad. i had to rush to get ready this morning and forgot half a dozen things. then i got to school and was just really paranoid bout things that i should not be. i was paranoid bout them last night to. but i didnt mention them. dave was acting weird today. almost pissed me off. lunch went by to fast. i started to get really tired. and i was stil paranoid. i just dont know. im upset. and i have no energy and i m dizzy. so wtf?! dad took me in town to go take my applications out. gah. i dont want a job. and on the way i remember we needed to stop near the skate park b/c i needed to make sure wat road it was. and dan, kenny and jesse were there. but i didnt stop in. on sunday we're going there to film. so im going to have to ask kenny and them to come too and richy. i hope i get to see charles this weekened. i have 2 parties to go to and 2 games. so my week doesnt let up the stress come till monday. and then on wednesday i go to HACC,goodie get to see my favoritiest friend. later