Dear diary, I need to write in here more often. However, lately I've been busy and stressed out! I can't wait until school is out. We have about 3 weeks and 3 days. YAY! I'm just so damn paranoid and depressed. I've got nothing going for me right now. My life is boring. Except one factor, Charles. Which makes my life worth living. You know what I mean? I love him. But, I just wish I had more friends to hang out with. The friends I used to hang out with aren't really pary of my life anymore. They are more like aquintances. I need a job so I can have money to buy things for myself and others. Anywho, last night I was on the phone with Charles and I was being kind of bitchy. I dont think he noticed it. But, I was pushing him away. But, eventually I stopped being so bitchy. I feel like a bad girlfriend. My mind is in so many places at once. Places I dont really want to be in. ( you wouldn't understand ) But anyways, i feel bad for giving him a rough time. I know he knows that I love him but i wish i could be more...managable and not so difficult. hmmph. Well, today wasn't so bad. Mr. Stike gave us a retarded assignment since he wasn't here today. dumbass. The mouse and Gumba were caught making out in the janitor room. lol. Lunch was dumb today, only on the account of Reg getting on my nerves. Sorry, but get you're own identity. And the rest of the day was boring and my sunburn hurts extremely. I think im going to make Jamie's necklace now so I can make a quick 10 dollars. later Jess