well its been awhile since ive wanted to write in here. ive been online just not in the mood to write. this week has been forever. most weeks go really fast for me but this week wat the exception. so yea this week i started indoor hockey. its ok. i feel like i want to give up but i cant and wont. but there are some girls that dont appreciate me on the team since i didnt play field hockey. o well. it just sucks ppl try to kill a motivation. o yea we are going to write a paper on somethng we feel strongly about. i seriously cant wait. mine will be on discrimination. yay. well today went slow. but i wasnt in too bad of a mood for once. yipee. in the morning everyone was in a pissy mood so i jsut started sinign living on a prayer by bon jovi. haha. i sang really loud. then in history we did nothing but watch a movie. english we did things on holocaust. which i like learning about it. it teaches me alot of lessons actually and it is depressiong but so factual. then in 3rd pd i went to amanda and carols resource and had a huge talk on ' judgement' aka discrimination. and then in 4th pd we watched oceans eleven. and in biology i was half awake so im not sure wat all we did do. i jsut remembering staring at mr. groce and then realizing he was actually talking! haha. then i went home and went to mimis and pappy's! i jsut sat around to visit a bit. it sucks pappy is getting more thin each time i visit. i barely recognize my own grandfather. i dunno. it hurts . its hurts alot. i cant bare to think of him no longer being here with the family. having fun, shooting horse shoes and pool. it will be huge change. well then tara came down to drop the baby off for her mom, maryann. the baby is sooooo cute! mason is his name. hehe. i was holding him and hes at that damn stage where hes sensitive and can cry easyily. well he was chewing on my hair. which didnt really bother me at all or gross me out. but i made a funny noise and the baby started bawliing its eyes out. i felt really bad but then i realized it wasnt my fault. and now im home and im hungry. ok later