o gesh. today was well..over b/4 it began. we should of had off b/c not just b/c of the snow but everyone was in a pissy ass mood. i was really fucking tired today. and kinda just depressed but in a 'i dont give a fuck 'kinda of mood too. i duno i was bitchy today. in first period i realized i put my sweater on backwards. im a idiot. seriously, how did i do that one? lol. then came 2nd pd. dont get me wrong. i love speaking spanish, you get away with so much. but just not today. mrs jenzen drove me crazy. geez. my mind was not on school at all. and then maria sits beside me and she told me that the reason she wasnt in school yesterday was b/c all weekend she had been in the hospital b/c her dad got in a serious car accident. man, that worried me . ALOT. im so happy hes better. he was flown from life line to hershey. BEST WISHES KINZLER FAMILY. anywho- lunch sucked. no food cus i ate c lunch. but even though i ate with capri and regg i was still in a bad mood. regg has been just pissing me off alot lately. just everything. i feel bad for being angry with him. so me and capri figured i should just yell at my salad that i had to eat. so i did. yea i know its weird. but it was sorta funny. THEN-marissa was talking to me bout how her and tricia werent getting along. ( which i had known cus it spends throughout our school) but i told her how to resolve the problem by just apologizeing and just simply after apologizing ignore tricia or stay out of her way. but i guess it was too late and tricia attacked marissa between the end of c lunch and the beginning of 4th pd and beat the living crap out of her. i wish id had stuck with marissa but i didnt. i feel kinda upset at my self cus i feela tad bit responsible cus i wasnt with her. im friends with both of them. and by no means in this. but i hope marissa is ok. i would call her but i cant find her number. i just hope shes ok. i feel bad. and i dont know why. well the rest of my day was boring algebra,gym class and hockey practice. so wat an eventful day. but im kinda in a good mood now. cus im talking to charles. so thats good. im not bitchy anymore. well later ta-ta