yes. i have a headache. i just came back from school and the pep really. grawr. i get so clausterfobic and bored! our pep rallies are full of bullshit and are stupid. well yesterday was an ok day. i cant remember aynthing from it in perticular, just that i went to indoor hockey,had fun,got dizzy,went to carins, and then home,then talked to charles and off to bed. today was stressful and i was just tired. but again nothing happened horrible. i dont know why, but i sleep so well but then during the day i really tired,zoned out,dizzy,and depressed. i dont know. i hope its the med or a phase. o well. nothing to horrible. just copeing with wat the world gives me. last night i had a dream bout charles. i dont really remember to mcuh. but it wasnt a bad one, i know that. i want to tell him my secret! i do in my head but not out loud. im scared. im sure he is too. but all day i just cant wait to talk to him and tell him. but then i get all scared and cant get the words out. i want to, dont get me wrong. theres nothing wrong with the situation at all, i just dont have it in me with saying it and not getting paranoid. and i want to tell him in person too. ok well... later