yea today was good. i was so freaking tired! i dont know what came over me and man...i even went to bed early than i have ever! but today..i just stopped with all the fighting..thats what puts me in bad moods and makes my life worse so why am i still holding on to shit and worrying? fuck if i know but im stopping. hey sam ill talk you when i can..so when can just solve this crap. but marissa's mom got me some what grounded for this shit..cus i somehow got caught up in marissa'a and your sis's fight. so yea long story and its stupid and not worth my space in here. ppl who are commenting in here..i know your being a good friend but she doesnt need you to stick up for her..cus obviously she does a good job already. so im asking nicely to butt out. cus im handling this myself. today melisa and miranda arent friends anymore. its weird how one thing can end a four year best friendship..isnt it? thats what me and carol ALMOST went thru. its good it didnt go that far. hopefully this weekend will be good. im going to melisa's and then hopefully going to josh w.'s and gavyn's party if im allowed. but i wont be writing in here till next monday unless i can sneak in here like i am doing right now. so for now.. ta-ta