wat the hell am i sayin??? i l.o.v.e. to party!! but seriously i am reallly tired. today is a day to RELAX and have PRIVACY and just be ALONE! whoa i havent had a new diary entry since forever..well i do remember writen one b/4 this but for some reason it deleted and iwas kicked out wich pissed me off cus it was REALLY LONG!! but this is will out do that other one...alright this is the update on my school vacation! PARTY! WHOOP WHOOP! alright..im not sure if i wrote in here for x-mas..i think it was in the one that deleted *damn*. o well...i got shit load of stuff from pac sun. *clothes**hats**pjs* and i got some odds and ends..then i went major shoppin that friday with my money i got and bought more clothes,belly rings,belts,and sneaks. i spend 150..but i have 50 left. i got the new afi cd..which is a awesome cd but mudvayne is still my favorite band..lol. now for some reason i honestly DO NOT i repeat DO NOT remember wat happened between the days of that friday and new years eve..lmao. oh by the way new years res. is------------------> eat healthy,excercise somehow and take care of my outter beauty (if there is such thing..lol). ok new years was..good...ok..great..but alil disapointing.. i was carols ofcourse and her b/f billy came over with his frined jefff. wich im very good friends with(NOTHING ELSE) and as soon as they got there i felt strange..cus carol well was gettin her thing goin with bill and iwas wild as hell and jeff was upset b/c of him and his ex(BRR) that just broke up. he really liked her..but can u say obsessive..sorry but it was only 3 weeks and he was already 'in love'. i think he cried wen they broke up..not sure tho. but anyway i was wild and ate way too damn much. and i chugged a 2 liter bottle of MD and i puked it up cus it was really cold and it was kinda rush for me..lol then we got bored so we all for a walk(well i was bored) and then wen we were walken billy walks off throwin a fit cus carol waas joken bout stuff and made a huge scene! DRAMA DRAMa. even on days we should have fun..something happens im sick of it honestly. but in a better note things turned out good. we sat downstairs and watched the ball drop and i was kidding with her drunk dad and it more alive n i could speak my mind *becomin even more wild* then i got to drink,,,i dont kno wat it was but it wasa reallly good. so then they left around 2 and me and carol didnt get to bed until bout 4. then today-well last night. i went to brrs and we hung out and iwas playin with her younger brothers being stupid as usual and then we called *someone* and i left some funny messages and then they called bac.. the guy is someone for brr. btw and he called bac and he didnt answer wen we picked up so we played fone tag for a lil but it really fucken annoyin so i left a message that would kinda make u think on his cell. and then that ended. so then we woke up earlier b/4 the cock crows to jog and it felt honestly good. we're guna start doin that. then i got a hairbut....blah blah blah etc boren stuff...and now im guna go soak in the tub and MAYBE give someone a call and start a project taht is must for not failing..i want to get out of this school asap. so ta-ta and if u wana i.m me sumtime my s.n is sweetiepie668 ...but im thinkin of a new one called...well ill tell ya later.