ahh i love that song! it makes me cry. but i really dont know why. lol. well today, was a no different from any other day. yep. paranoid and tired. woohoo. i started to new quarter classes. shakespeare and music appreciation. i like them both. but i just wasnt enjoying anything at all today. mom wont let me go anywhere either. i wanted to go autumn's but they wont pick up from her house. and its so nice outside! and im stuck at home. and where are my brothers? not home. i wish my friends lived closer!! arg. anywho- friday i went to a show. got punched. lol. my neck still really hurts also from the show. but it was a good experience. i got a autograph too. then saturday charles came over. which is always fun. hehe. hes kinda sick right now. so i hope you feel better hun! and yesterday i didnt do a damn thing. i was bored and upset. i need to get out of this mood. im just a bit sick of it. and i keep seeing these dots. i HATE IT! i dont if my eyes are just sensitive or what. but i need to figure it out. ok well im going to go. later