Ah well My summer is off to a good start. After the last day of school on friday i went over to a friend of Kate's house, but only after i worked with my dad about it for two hours. She has fun friends, but after the two hours of down time i was kinda less exited-hyperish and just quiet. Then i decided to run over there, and was fine on the way, but ended up really sweaty. I felt akward around her friend's mom, but i was fine otherwise. And then we found that highlighter glows in a black light and we went ahead and drew all over each other. We thought it didn't show up without the black light, but we were just in a dark room. So i had to wash it off before i went home. After that experience I felt more like i bored her. And i didn't like that her friends had drugs around, niether did kate. But then i went home and dad and my brother and I went out to eat. My mom was out of town having fun all weekend, so we did alot of cleaning as to keep the house clean for when she came back. Then that night I went over to my friend's house and spent the night and we did various unexiting, but fun things. Then i went home and slept and started to recover for running. And i had the same friend and another over the next night so we could act like idiots, we played red light green light, but I've given up becoming mature so it was fun. Then my one friend who knows more about the whole thing with my almost having a social life said something and my other friend got majorly persistant in nagging me about not telling him. There was no chance in hell i would tell him. I'm just as unhappy i told my other friend stuff earlier because now I have to tell him the stuff now due to a link. But that friend makes everything sound so important and makes a big deal of everything. Plus after him trying to talk about it at school for awhile I'm not sure I trust him to keep his mouth shut. And he is supposed to be my loyal friend. Maybe i made too much of a big deal about his saying stuff outloud (persay) but I don't like to talk about personal stuff in public! Anyhow the night ended good with a two hour philosophical disscussion and talking about memories of when we were young, that was fun. Then we woke up to my brother and my dad downstairs and ate and such until one left then we played halo for awhile and the other left. So, so far, my life has been okay since school ended, but I feel I bore Kate and my dad is SO critical of everything my brother does and it makes me mad. I ALMOST yelled at my dad. That is a first, ... well maybe not first, but if i actually talk back that would be a first. I hate myself for not ever putting up a fight! Well currently life looks good, bye like.