I'm lacking motivation everywhere, probably because I'm lonely, but that will only make things worse, so it'll be spiralling mess. I just have to force myself out of one or the other. But it's late and I don't feel like really doing my physics homework, or typing a reading journal for Lit., or finishing this entry. But I have a job now, I work at Hollywood Video, a bad job, kind of worthless position, but it's money none the less. I'm sorry, I feel guitly right now. Bye like