I seriously went crazy for a minute. I'm really scaring myself. Okay earlier I was stressed about a bunch of stuff. Stupid stuff, cuz I should be flattered and happy. But I watched a movie and I seemed to get better and I did. But at the end I went upstairs and got to the kitchen and suddenly a huge adrenaline rush hit me. I didn't know why. I just suddenly thought to run. So I was thinking of just putting on shoes and making a break for it at 11:15 at night before my parents could catch me. But I held myself together, not very well I was shaking and jumpy, and instead contained it to sprints up and down our street. Wow! They felt good! It is the perfect tempurature for runnning and not too humid. The single streetlight on our street iluminated a giant spot in the road. All the houselights were off, for all I could tell. The stars were bright and showed through the cloudless moonless sky. Noise came from other places fat away and all i felt was the pavement benieth my feet. I took a few steps back from the lightpost and ran slowly down my hill untill I started to pick up speed and more and more. My chest beat hard, my muscles clenched, my legs extended and thrusted, my arms pumped in perfect rhythme, and my feet snapped on the cement with meaning and purpose. When I got to the bottom of the hill, I was in a trance so I turned around at a slow jogging pace and picked it up until the top of the hill. I did it so many times I lost count. Not that I tried to count. My muscles did't ache and my my lungs flew tirelessly. Before I came in I decided I'm not losing to myself again. I'm not losing at all. I'm ready to get what I want out of life, I know my goals. If I want to acomplish things I'd better start to work now! When I got back in and showered the full wieght of my body hit me and now I feel like a bag of sand. I ran hard enough to make my arms hurt. Now I'm scared, why did i get this adrenaline rush? Can I control it? What does it mean? Did I just go crazy?