Listening to: fireworks outside
Feeling: childish
I'm cold in my room and acting like a little kid over the internet. I'm wrapped in a blanket and am holding a big white teddy bear that is dressed in black shorts(long pants to him) and a red fleece vest. I think I momentarily have a short attention span. Anyhow life is good recently, just not recently recently, like now. Now I feel lonely and no one belives me.
rabid660: i cant type like this
rabid660: the bear and my chair are in my wa!
bLaNkTh0uGht: it's ok
rabid660: no its not
rabid660: people quit saying that
rabid660: see now jake left i have NOONE to talk to[]
bLaNkTh0uGht: you're so cute
rabid660: i dont see how
rabid660: all im doing now is winning
bLaNkTh0uGht: and determined
rabid660: to what
bLaNkTh0uGht: whatever you want
bLaNkTh0uGht: and you have all your teeth
bLaNkTh0uGht: orignal probably too
bLaNkTh0uGht: that's allways lucky
rabid660: ...
rabid660: yeah ...
rabid660: with no cavities!
rabid660: my dentist is proud
rabid660: *big big smile to show off teeth*
rabid660: *hides face in bear again*
bLaNkTh0uGht: aww
bLaNkTh0uGht: you smile with your teeth
rabid660: its a ONE time thing dont get used to it
rabid660: *holds bear upside down*
bLaNkTh0uGht: nah uh
bLaNkTh0uGht: i saw it more than once
rabid660: nope you lie
rabid660: i have proof
rabid660: you said bLaNkTh0uGht: you're so cute
rabid660: that makes you a liar
rabid660: so nothing you say counts
rabid660: *hides face in bear*
rabid660: *gets socks*
bLaNkTh0uGht: well you have to look up to see what i'm typing
rabid660: i do occasionally
rabid660: *gets blanket with scary kitty on it*
bLaNkTh0uGht: ...
rabid660: *wraps self in blanket*
bLaNkTh0uGht: you have teeth
rabid660: okay
rabid660: ...
rabid660: *picks at bears eye*
rabid660: *admires craftmanship, he couldnt remove it*
bLaNkTh0uGht: what are you doing
rabid660: *notes how cold he is to himself*
rabid660: Im documenting my life on this one Im thingy
bLaNkTh0uGht: well....
bLaNkTh0uGht: good
bLaNkTh0uGht: because...
bLaNkTh0uGht: you'll need it
bLaNkTh0uGht: ?
rabid660: yeah
bLaNkTh0uGht: well i'll delete it from my log
rabid660: ew my hands look ugly
bLaNkTh0uGht: and you'll lose it forever
rabid660: I have shivers
rabid660: I kant figure out why
bLaNkTh0uGht: cold?
bLaNkTh0uGht: unhappy?
rabid660: both
bLaNkTh0uGht: enragged
rabid660: nope
bLaNkTh0uGht: sad
bLaNkTh0uGht: well....
rabid660: but you could help with the could nad unhappy
bLaNkTh0uGht: i can't help you becuas ei'm a loser
rabid660: no come warm my ears
rabid660: they are cold
rabid660: and so are my hands
bLaNkTh0uGht: awww
This is a breif exerpt from my conversation with kate. ... Do I seem crazy? Later on she ripped off his head and I hid under the desk, for real.
But my summer has been fun, me and Kate keep running off to the library to not go there and sit on the roof of a storage garage to an apartment builing with trees to hide it and we climb a tree to the top and then we can be hidden. I really really like being with her. Is that normalish or just I'm a crazy compulsive needy person thing. I just want to hold her! I AM a CRAZY COMPULSIVE NEEDY PERSON! HELP ME! HELP ME! I still want to hold her. ...
But I've been getting a lot of good running in even if i didnt want to. Like some friends on the cc team woke me up because I atemped to sleep in. ... Well I should expect this now we do it all the time.
I'll write when I'm not crazy compulsive and needy. Bye like
love, stacy