I'm not sure what is going on in my head. But now whenever I'm talking to Jacki online it's really,... dull. Boring I should say. Most of the time we were distracted, but recently I've been trying to make conversation, but it keeps ending up being "I'm tired" "My leg hurt" "okay" stuff. And this is not why I like this girl. As how I explained it I really started liking her once we started talking online, becuase I got to know her. And before like at school I really didn't like her, but I'd just allow her presence. Mostly I didn't mind. I like her personality, and after I got to know that I ended up liking how she looks and then more of her personality. So this little faccet of not talking online is wrecking our relationship. (that sounds wierd, relationship) But anyhow I want to bring that up, but don't because the first solution I thought of was, we shouldn't be together, the novelty wore off. And I really REALLY don't like that solution. Now this is mostly online, when we are together silence is less bad. And I can hold her instead of just trying to say nice things indescriminently. But this just makes me think that maybe this is a purely physical thing, only not with the real meaning of that. ~ But that I don't want I want to be close and talk about stuff, important stuff. But that doesn't seem to happen. Maybe everything will get better when I can drive, or if we were together more often. >Bye like