This is ridiculous!

Listening to: muse
Feeling: single
Okay first here is what is going on. This guy who is friends with my girlfriend (jacki) Is interested in being more than just friends with her. Okay and I don't hold anything against him, he is nice enough, though a little sick at times. But I don't have anything against him because me and jackie hide that we are together and he asked if we were going out and she said no. But problem, he asked her out, how does she say no to him and not give away that she has me as a boyfriend or lose him as a normal friend? Okay now this obviously bothers me. I'm insecure and they get along really well. She is really outgoing and talkitive and I'm really quiet and shy. Not alot alike. But we get along really well none the less. I think that she may only want no one to know about us being together because she is embarassing, and I want to think I can trust her, but I've never had to trust her with anything. Now under the circumstances, tell me I'm not wrong to be worried a little bit. Okay really I know she won't go out with him behind my back, and I know she won't break up with me. But this still bothers me. What can I do? Nothing really. Right!?! I already had my fair share of freak out and go run attacks because they go somewhere together just the two of them, but she tells me this stuff, so I figure I can trust her. I don't know this is so messed up. I kind of feel like a little school girl again, but with more purpose to the stupid way I'm feeling. So I'm not all freaking out at myself for overthinking the littlest things. But they talk on the internet all the time and sometimes I feel left out. But she tells me that she isn't just talking to him and ignoring me, but watching tv and talking to a thousand other people too. What do I do? What do I think? Someone tell me so I don't have to sort stuff out myself.
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