I have to wonder: Is Jackie cheating on me? I really don't know her that well, now that I think about it. But I'm really sure that I could trust her, she's not the ditzy cheerleader type or the goth doped up type or the "perfect" type. And I like her for the way she avoids all the steriotypes I sometimes try to fall into. I can't get her to tell her parents as hard as I try, and she does alot with Kyle and Evan, who she super adores. (I can't tel if for real or if it's a show so everyone will ignore me by her) Anyhow that's what I want to discuss. What if she was cheating on me with Evan? I really wouldn't ever figure it out. I think she just jokes around about him, and I pretend to think it's cute, and well to a small degree do. But the more I think about this the more likely it could be. Maybe she likes Evan. More likely is the situation that Evan likes her because she talks to him so much. Like wow I like her because she likes me effect. I think she does it more so people won't think that we are going out. Which for awhile I didn't like, but now I much preffer it. And her dad is super suspicious, well why shouldn't he be, he's right. I really really really really wish she'd tell her parents. I SWEAR I won't think less of her no matter how bad her parents are. She's just way too ... can't think of word... paranoid? uneasy? um well she thinks too much of little things. She says things like :Look at how ugly I am. Or something stupid, but I think sometimes she really thinks that and isn't joking. That'd bother me alot. If she really thought that little of herself. She has such great potential to be a great writer too. Her style is so unique, it's like randomness with a point, she has so much voice in it it's funny without having to try. Like super cute while talking about dying babys or something. And her face. I REALLY DO think she is beutiful. Soft cheeks and perfect curves and her eyes which I'll admit I never really noticed are really really pretty, and they are only brown. I thought brown eyes would be ugly, but they are really... well that sounds funny. But I like her so much. Anyhow I was talking about her cheating on me. I'd be sad (period) Bye like