Listening to: heartbeat
Feeling: deflated
I just did, 50 pushups, 20 dips, 40 curls, 20 more curls, 60 situps, 20 situp variations, 10 jumping pushups, and one long held pushup. I'm tired. Now the news report for the last long time. State Cross-Country sucked. Yeah I got mad about the whole Jacki's friend thing, it never bothered me before, but I think I was stressed and tense about the meet ahead of me and I just got mad. But the meet was cool. And I ran a 18:22 which sucks by oh 40 seconds for me. I got 65th place. Yeah, but luckily I didn't get mad. And the trip back sucked because I was forced to ride with coach and Nate in his van, rather than have a good time with the other cc guys in the party van. I was really not happy about that trip, I'd have rather not spent the night, then went out alone to run the meet. It was just boring. But remember the running was goodish, and I liked the calm before the storm.
Okay oh what else, I went with Jacki and her friends to Vala's pumkin patch. It was kinda fun, but not as fun as running around in the dark at the theatre. Then on saturday I raked leaves, which was boring, because people don't talk enough. It was just like raking leaves on my own, not fun with laughing and casual throwing leaves. Then we went to the one park with the ducks that is big, and ate. After everyone left me and Jacki wandered around and sat on benches. That was nice (Made the raking worth it). I find it strange how as long as I have arms around her I feel comfortable, despite any way that I'm sitting. Yeah. I almost fell asleep then my mom came, and I said that I saw her. Jacki jumped up and made for a rude awakening. Then I thought about it and maybe it would bring peace of mind to my parents if they actually knew that she existed and that I'm not making something up to go do drugs. And if they think I do drugs I will be VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY INSULTED! Because I really have no intrest in them. Yes I know the very's were kind of... much, but it makes my point.
Hm then on monday after school me and Jacki walked around outside, consisting of my arm around her back and talked and such. That was alright. ... You can't show inflection on a computer, by alright I mean I was thourally satisfied. And happy.
I think I'm writing her too many notes. Maybe I will not write any for a day, then write a bunch, or limit myself to only three a week. I don't know. I'll ask her, but she will say something to the affect of one a week, just so she doesnt have to waste time reading them. Yeah I don't really write anything with a point when I write her. Sorry Jacki.
Um I like exercise,... maybe ... one more pushup? ... bye like
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