The fourth was always pretty, and I hope that it never gets bad like certain christmases or easters or birthdays. I don't think that unless fireworks get outlawed that the fourth will ever disspoint me as a holiday. I worked today, and I stayed up late last night. I watched a crappy movie, and ate crappy food. I miss my girlfriend. I desire companionship, of course until I have it. And I can't see my girlfriend for what seems like forever. This day sucks, but I won't blame it on the holiday this time. I wish I wasn't dissapointed enought that I came inside, fireworks are really pretty. Sounding and seeing. Ryan is on the IM. I miss Jackie, why do I like you? Bye like