I blame matt and Jake for not pressuring me into doing drugs and drinking. I could have made a good goth. Hehe well I would. But we started joking about pressuring ourselves about drugs. Matt said maybe its MY fault and I was supposed to pressure him. But not me" I thought "I'm the innocentish one" But now that I think about it, I don't even have the most overprotective parents anymore. Maybe it's easier to see stuff from the outside. Bye like