i'm so excited because i've ran across this diary again. every so often, i update it but i think i want to be loyal to it again. after all, it is the only thing i've been loyal to for over five years. it gives me a sense of accomplishment and joy to read through these entries, and the good and bad times in the years past.

so many things have changed... no girl drama (as i read in a previous entry that i was in love with a girl... although, i am still close with that ex.) i do have a new love interest and i find that he's better than all my other exes because he is very patient and loving with me. he's kind of like a best friend.

i attend bethune cookman university instead of bowie state (that's a different entry though, and a private one at that..) sadly, my "love interest" just transferred from bowie to vsu. i feel in my heart though that we will continue to collide until forever bounds us together. i feel that passionately about him.

anyway, i do have church in the morning, despite the fact that i am updating right now. i really want to do it on my own computer which will make it more intimate for myself, and at a time where i am more relaxed and willing to update.. but my excitement continues. i love this diary with all of my heart and i am so glad and pleased that it still exists. sometimes i think it still exists by the grace of God. He knows that i still need Sit and i am still very commited to changing positively and Sit brought me a lot of peace and stronger mentality.

empowered,

-Sunshine