"You're skin oh yeah you're skin and bones, Turn it into something beautiful" It could be a combination of these factors: 1. The Chemicals 2. The Heat 3. The Dancing 4. The Starvation 5. The Will-Power which has gotten me so skinny! But I doubt that the pounds will hold off for long! Will power is not a long-standing friend of mine. "What could he do, should've been a rockstar, But he didn't have the money for a guitar" It's petty really...it shouldn't matter, because it doesn't really make much difference... I can sing, I know I can and I try so hard. I sing real loud and it's just like every other scene in this life...I'M SCREAMING AND THEIR NOT LISTENING. I don't get recognised for the stuff that I do. Nobody tells me I'm good at this or that. No-one says thanks for all the time and work I do at my job :/ I don't get thanked, I don't get praised, I don't get heard, I don't get anything. I am a shell because nobody's putting any effort into me the way I do into them. "It doesn't hurt me, do you wanna feel how it feels. Do you know, know that it doesn't hurt me? ...And if I only could, I'd make a deal with God and get him to swap our places. Be runnin' up that road, be runnin' up that hill..."