And it's all fucked up. I knew it was too good to be true. Somehow I just did but I never see the warning signs that would allow me to at least prepare. Yesterday started off good. I went to the studio to hang out with Meddy & Kane. It was a laugh & then we drove to Dewsbury to drop Kane off at college for a night class. Got back and Dad and Dom had turned up. Scott was back from work. More banter, more fun. Dad & Dom left. Me & Scott had a really good chat and stuff walking to the takeaway. We left a note on the order pad which said.....1/4 pounder with cheese and a side order of fanny!!!(doesn't mean ass in England means the other thing for girls. Okay so that's very immature but the guys face WAS funny when he saw it. Got back and Sick guy was home. Still good. Then me & him went to the conservatory for a game of pool and a spliff. Tom, Meddy & Scott where weight training in the living room. Halfway through the game, Scott went off & Sick guy had a talk with Meddy. Sick guy went upstairs and never came back apart from to ask for a pick. So I was a bit thrown by that cos I'd just said I was already pretty baked and he laughed and said "oh really? So how do ya feel about another one? Maybe you just don't have enough THC in your blood and some more would balance you out [cheeky smile]." Well I went and sat with the other guys and played Gears of War (which I suck at) and Scott and Meddy started to have like a wrestling match like pinning each other and it got really awkward, me Kane & Tom were just like WTF! Meddy had his arm around Scott's throat and Scott had his eyes closed and was making weird like snore sounds and he fucking passed out for like 10 seconds and we told Meddy to get off and he was like "not until he says he gives up" and Scott woke up and said "I will never lose to you you fat cunt" then it just stopped and both guys were pissed off and it was just fucking bizarre. Me & Tom left pretty soon after that tbh. But Tom told me that Meddy had gone to bed so I was like "as if he didn't say bye" got home got a text from Meddy saying..."as if you didn't say bye". Urgh!!!! What a fuckin' shitter cos now my head is all screwed and all I can think is it must have been my fault. I should have known when my Dad came and was being weird. Or when Scott didn't come in for a spliff and went all quiet. FUCK OFF!!! I fucking hate it when shit gets weird like that and there is no resolution. In other news...we may have our flat sorted for next year. 2 floor flat above a sweet shop. Pictures look sick! bagsie a top floor room.