It's a new dawn. It's a new day...

by dandelion
So it's now 2009. I'm not going to make any resolutions because I never ever keep to them. I have a touch of the Columbian cold after last night and I'm feeling a bit...unbalanced. Started the night at Chris and Jonny's house. With them two, Alia, Elliot and Jock. Had a bit of a smoke and started drinking. Got a couple of grams. Walked down to The Commy. Drank some more, beat Jonny at pool (which is a right achievement :]). Brought the new year in. We all walked back up to Chris and Jonny's and continued the celebration. Alia and Elliot left about 3. Me and Jock shared a taxi about 5. Sleep. Hope everyone had a fun night. I'm gonna go surrender to food. xxx edit: I can't believe I used to fancy Pugwall (Old Aussie programme). edit: Lucy is gutted. (15.40) edit: Not so gutted, now a bit guilty. (15.46)
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thanks. i finally feel like i'm heading somewhere positive. it's the first time i have felt this content with my life. if only the season's would fly, and summer would arrive. i hate winter in fucking canada.
i've decided to not make a new years resolution too. they just lead to disappointment when i cannot keep them.
My dad knows me but then again, doesn't.
He knows I have a temper and he'll lecture me on it constantly lol.
Go dad. And with him smoking, it's hypocritical of him and you know like..he'll lecture someone about smoking when he used to do it himself. I hate that.

And I live in Greenville, South Carolina.
So boring over here.
Eh.
I'll probably say that to my dad if he finds out, haha.

I hang out with older people as well so yeah, weed and pills, and cigs, all from them.

When I got in trouble for smoking weed the first time my dad said he wouldn't tell my mom and she still doesn't know. If she did, she'd probably have a heart attack. :/
Newports have like..fiber glass you can feel.
I guess.
And yeah I had told myself that I wouldn't start but since like..most of the men in my family from my dad's side smoke then I guess it's going influence me? My dad used to smoke but he quit like 5 years ago. Hah, MY TURN.
I'll try doing it occasionally.

And 11 is pretty young. When did your mom find out about it?
I've tried Newport but that killed, so then I tried one of Marlboro Red. That was okay. I've had 3 of those, then I've tried Marlboro lights too. They're better. I agree I had like..5 of those. And then I tried Marlboro menthol. That was okay as well. I'll probably stick to Marlboro lights. :D They don't hurt as much as Newport. My friend smokes Newport a lot. Like, she'll finish up a pack before the day ends and I get scared at times because those are supposedly deadly, you know?
Gah, I know right? Whenever I don't want my parents to find out stuff, they eventually do, and it sucks.
But see, you're 21, and you're legal, right? It's not as big of a deal unless your 15 like me. So..eh. My birthday is on the 15th of this month :)
OH, happy early birthday :D Haha.

If I had a job I'd have about 3 packs of cigs sitting next to me right now. What kind do you smoke?
It's the type of license where I'm able to drive by myself but until 6 pm. It's something that people get if they aren't 17 or 18. That's when they would get the actual license, and you know.

And haha, I'm starting to smoke cigs whenever I get the chance. Weed and cigs. And the black and mild? Yeah, I've had those twice.
When's your birthday?
My parents don't know anything. I need to like..wash my clothes today, or whatever I wore when I was smoking..There are like..6 outfits, hahaha. If they find out then I'm dead...my phone even smells like it? [shrug]
I'm thinking he was because he was a bit slurry with his words.
And I hope. I probably will ask him.

And my mom woke me up to pray..I kind of didn't.
Eh. So I just stayed up. I'm pretty hungry though so I might just go get something to eat.

Looks like you had a good time :)
I wanted to smoke and drink too but..that wasn't happening because I was at home and everyone else was at parties. Boo. Another year of no partying. But I'll be getting my restricted license soon, so it's all good :D