Listening to: Team Sleep
Feeling: anxious
This band are amazing...they are the right balance of melody, lyrics, sexy voice and beat. The whole tone of the music, some strange & beautiful concoction that inspires even my most dark phases to become poetic and useful.
I was talking to Stoner again last night, hat a suprise. I noticed a tiny shift in the tone of our conversation. More lighthearted, no hidden innuendos. I told him that I needed to ask him a serious question, I wanted honesty and either answer was fine I just wanted to know where I stood...is this thing with us just casual fun or is this us seeing where something is going?
He instantly replied...'seeing where it's going :] I'm into you!' My heart hit beats in triple time.
I need to get back to being creative. I can feel the poetry and disjointed prose curling and brewing inside my heart but haven't put pen to paper to release any of it.
I'm glad you will be careful, I'm fully for you and him getting together b/c i want you to be happy I just don't want you to get screwed over.
I will let you know any updates on the two boys but I don't see any soon. Perhaps by next Wednesday b/c I need to ask indecisive boy if he wants me to come see him next weekend. So I will let you know what's going on.
XXX
Team sleep sounds cool...will have to check them out
I know the feeling when I came back to college no one was back yet either and I felt so alone. It sucked really bad. But I'm really glad to hear things with Stoner are going well. It seems that this one might just be what you were looking for. Please just approach with caution. Take care darling and let me know how it goes.
XXX