It seems that I can't be happy, without making someone else unhappy. I told Murray (my best friend) that I now had a boyfriend, but I still loved him to pieces etc. He replied and said, I will still love you, but I'm gutted as I was still holding out hope for us, and now everything I loved about chilling with you has gone. So now I have no best mate. *Edit* "im pretty sure thats it for us mainly" - Murray *Double edit* I think we are going to be A-Okay! He said he doesn't ever want us to be seperated but things might be hard for a while, which is understandable.