Listening to: 'Into Dust' - Mazzy Star
Feeling: lost
My eyes are grey today & I always fill up my bowl with too much cereal.
For he next 7 weeks I will be staying with my Aunt & Uncle in Southend-on-Sea, helping to look after my kid cousins, Kieran (10) & Katie (7). It'll be okay. I'm getting paid £50 a week to basically play Wii and trampoline with them, plus an all expenses paid holiday to Cabapino in the South of Spain for 17 days.
On Saturday my dad managed to shock me again, I thought he'd lost that power after all these years. I'm disgusted with him, but I'll just sweep it under the carpet & brace myself for the fallout.
I suppose I can't really say too much as he found out that I had slept with Pick...although everyone knew that was going to happen before I even knew.
I need to lose 14lbs by August 2nd.
x
'Depart from me'- Cage <3
I want it to be winter so I can freeze this song and skate on it then drink it when it melts in the spring!!!!!!!!
Boo, I'm jealous.. but have fun in Spain. That's totally awesome.
And yeah, I need to lose about a million pounds, give or take.
I'm fine, otherwise. Kind of just dealing with it as it comes and realizing right away the things that I can and can't change and not letting the latter stress me out.
Buutt, hi :]
And luckyyy for the Spain holiday trip, hope you have fun :]
I also need to lose weight :/ I already started working out and not eating much. Though I barely eat anything anymore.
My dad tends to shock me too..it's not nice.