A late MERRY CHRISTMAS and an early HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Hope everyone had a pleasant time? I ate too much of course, who doesn't? So I'll be commencing a fast shortly I imagine, so that I can still fit into my new skirt...

It's been really nice being down in Southend over the festive period, seeing the kids open their pressies and getting them excited for Santa etc. Bit emotional though because it's the anniversary of the baby twins birth/death :/

No one's really mentioned it, but there's a slight tension, it's been 12 years, but it'll never fade. <3

Anyway, I'm getting frustrated about the lack of seeing Davey, I miss him and I know he's feeling shitty because he realised that Murray likes me as more than friends and that he's going to steal me from him which is ridiculous cos I love Davey and if I had wanted Murray like that I'd already be with him.

I feel very sick from too much chocolate fondue and I'm sick of feeling so blank and hollow still, can't wait for spring to arrive so I can escape this s.a.d cloud.