Get yourself together...

by dandelion
CUNT! 'scuse my unnecessary swearing. I do it all the time, but I feel I will be upping the dose till I can stop feeling so...hurt/stupid/used/RAGEY! I didn't sleep till gone 2am, I was wide awake playing online poker [not for real money although I AM tempted]. When I slept it was restless and uncomfortable, I had a dream that I can't remember, but it has left a shadow over my brain that I don't like. Got up, got dressed. Looked good. Look very skinny. My new polo shirt is hot and so are my new yellow flats. Went to get Gary from the floor above but he was blatantly hung over so we're skiving first lecture :/ Didn't really want to, didn't really fancy walking there by myself either. Oh well. My next entry will be my 200th. I've got it in my head that it needs to be a fantastic entry or at least a bit fucking interesting. Fingers crossed for that.
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Yes, outrageously cute, Brand New fans are quite fantastic. Knowing me, though, nothing will happen.

I'm trying to get skinny and work out every morning, but I have this big problem with liking food quite a bit.

I'm going to brainstorm spectacular 200th entry ideas for you while I'm at work. Ha, you'll probably have one finished by the time I'm done today anyway.

Take care, hun
~Katie/Catherine
i read love muscles several times over. succinct, but very expressive, impressive. thank you for the entry.

of late, you seem in disarray. wanting and vying and boo-hooing and smiling and losing weight and looking great, but feeling the wreck from the pendulum swing of emotions. i prescribe:

tom waits - invitation to the blues
When are you to talk to him next? So that you can work whatever he has going though his head out. I just wish you would have gotten good sleep. But hey at least you still look lush <- really like that word) even on so little sleep.
As far as your entry is concerned what ever you say I'm sure it will be interesting it always is.