I feel so much more positive for talking to Nic. It was only on facebook chat but she lives in Vancouver & neither of us can afford that phonecall. I miss her so much, we only had a year to hang out but it was probably one of the best years & we travelled Europe for a month together which is one of the only memories that gets me through shit times. Plus I got to keep her up to date with all the British gossip she's missing out on :) Also, me & Chrissie & Keli have decided a £5 limit for Xmas cos we are all skint but still wanna treat each other. I adore christmas, getting to buy pressies and wrap them up really nicely with ribbon and bows. Knowing that someone is gonna be happy when they get that gift :) Lovely.