'In the morning I'll be with you But it will be a different "kind"'- Bon Iver I've not even thought about packing up my stuff even though I'm moving out tomorrow morning. I think I'm going to have to pull an all nighter. I was thinking today how skinny I'm getting, from a diet of noodles and bagels and not much else. I wish that I had the willpower that I had when I was 19. Back when I got myself to 103lbs, my complexion was a little grey and I was tired all the time but it all seemed worth it when I layed down and saw my ribs and my hips jutting out and nothing in between. I want a cigarette.