Listening to: \'Pretty Polly\' - Queen Adreena
Feeling: fragile
My last Facebook status said..."start as you mean to go on" in reference to the the new year.
Lets hope that expression is bullshit then because I've started badly.
Hello mania. Hello depression.
x
Ps: I'm excited about Peter Pan
Here's a question for you:
Which is worse:
To find sexual gratification in being strangled?
Or to find it in strangling?
my ex used to beg me to let him try it, and the intensity with which he desired to do it used to scare me. new guy [who i don't think is around any longer anyway] tried it on a whim because i told him i liked pain, and it was amazing. i had finger bruises on my neck in the morning, and somehow that made it just that much more intense and wonderful.
but at the same time, it was only good because he wasn't desperate to do it, and just tried it to make me happy.
What about Peter Pan? I'm confused.
Which is worse? Hahaha, that's a peculiar question. I don't even know.. perhaps finding it in strangling. I would suspect it's a lot harder to find someone who wouldn't mind being strangled.
and an answer to question above, i find the last one worst. i'd rather be masochist than a sadist.