Hmmm! What is there to tell you? Well, lets start with this Adam thing. So he came over to stay at mine on Friday. Still gorgeous & a bit shy this time round. We had some drink and got nicely baked. Chatted & had a laugh. He asked me if we could get back together & I said no. Not just yet at least. I would like to head that way, but I'd be a fool to just dive straight back in his arms after all that. AND we haven't had sex once the 3 days we've now seen each other [which is amazing for us]. I'm going to try and make him wait for things so maybe he will respect me more & what not. Other than that my life has consisted of more booze & weed than my body should really have to endure. Went to the BALTIC art gallery today to see Yoko Ono's installation. I wrote a wish and tied it to one of the wish trees. It said this: I wish for freedom for my friends and my dad. Freedom from their demons. Freedom from his disease. Love you always L x