I can't really remember what has happened in the last 6 days since I updated last. Did I tell you that Kieron bought me lovely birthday presents? D&G The One perfume, a material notebook & a book of poetry all placed in a lovely box because he knows how much I like things in which to place trinkets. I came home on Friday...missed my first coach had to wait for 3 hours for my next one (as well as having to fork out another £15 for a ticket). I was sat in the train station for a while and a man was sat out front of Costa Coffee and he thought that I didn't notice, but he kept staring at me, biting his pen. He looked business like. He was pretty hot. I kept thinking about what would happen if I were to just sit next to him and start talking. The shortest romance in the world. So anyway, got to Leeds, Murray met me and we met Chris, Alia, Elliot, Danny & Aaron and went to Metropolis at Mission where Zinc was meant to be DJing but it was cancelled...I wanted to go to a dubstep night at Wire & since it was my bday night we did but no one else was feeling it and I was getting myself upset because I was dancing alone and feeling fat and ugly and paranoid so I dropped 2 E's and then we left and went to Chris' where me and him proceeded to munch more down. In the end I took 5 and tripped balls...it wasn't good. Got to 6am and we went to sit in West End park in case Chris' parents got up...it was awful. Me & Murray got a taxi to mine at about 7am and it was awful because the village was having its annual scarecrow comp. and I was tripping so bad and the driver was jabbering on about something and I couldn't even keep my eye open. We spent the next 14 hours laying on my bed barely speaking, I kept crying and shaking and trying to watch that 70's show. Eventually at about 11pm we managed to eat some cereal...first thing we'd eaten in 24 hours. At least I lost some weight. Saw Bill Bailey live in Manchester last night with Nina Niall and Will...that was really fun. x