I think my dad gave me a christmas card for my 21st birthday. It's hard to say really because its one of those hand made ones. I think it is but Kris says it's not, he might just be trying to make me feel better though. I don't feel like he's put much effort in really :/ he got me a small joke present that he didn't even wrap and then wrote me a cheque for £100. I'd rather he spent half that amount but put double the effort and thought into it ya know? God he really sucks sometimes, he just thinks he's so fuckin' cool and he can get away with anything cos he's fuckin' rock 'n' roll!!! He got shot in the knee, still takes drugs, has had 2 affairs,his best friend killed himself when I was small by climbing up an electricity pylon, is signed to a record label ,is gonna abandon me for a second time, has epilepsy and multiple sclerosis, he's still my dad and I hate and I love him and I want to punch him.