'Get yourself together. Get yourself together." I was sad then I tilted nicely over to ok and then catapulted right back to...not even sad...just pure fucking rage! For next to no reason. Maybe because I've eaten loads these past two days and neither puked nor done sit-ups. Maybe because Kris is still asking me who i'm with and what i'm doing 24/7 even though we've been apart for like 1.5 months. Maybe because I can't shake the paranoia. And maybe because I'm just a twat.