'Aye me. Sad hours seem long.' It's going to take more than alcohol & a newborn friendship to remedy this situation. Doctors orders; some of your finest cocaine & a group of people who won't understand so you don't bother to tell them, just let them chat shit to you until you forget briefly how numb you feel and consequently how stupid you feel for EVER...EVER being so soft shelled and quick to become infatuated.