This is pure GASH!
It is 21.24 and I am sat in the university library having written only 150 words. Struggle, struggle. I am drowning in words and their subtexts.
UPDATE: It is now...1.58am and I have written a grand total of 258 words.
UPDATE: 4.07am FUUUUCK! FUCK! FUCK! I wrote loads and it's all gone.
UPDATE: 4.28 No it's OK I found it. Ploughing on!
I'm sure it can be intense just hearing what you talk about it I'm not sure I would be able to handle it so i applaud you. =)
Yes in the U.S we do get student loans but to be honest I'm not really sure how they work for the summer and lately i have been lucky enough to not have to take out any. I mean I get grants and what not but that's different.
I don't have to pay them back. I figure the less debt that i can encounter the better b/c I have grad school yet.
It's awesome that you found a 20 deck of cigs. That's a killer find. =)
XXX