I went to Paddy's again last night. There was supposed to be a shindig in the woods, Joss was going to take his system down & we were gonna rave it up but it's been postponed. Instead me & Paddy got into our chiller pants and snuggled under a sleeping bag watching shitty films on TV and getting stoned. I stayed over because I was half asleep on the couch. We went to bed, reminiced about meeting in Amsterdam 2 and a half years ago and fell asleep cuddled up. It started out innocent but we woke up in the middle of the night and things led to other less innocent things and we ended up sleeping together. I thought it would have been awkward but it wasn't. It was really nice & I didn't feel cheap or used afterwards. I felt content. x